Great Doer, Great Enjoyer, Great Relinquisher
Read aloud, slowly, in your own voice; about fifteen minutes. Sit upright.
Before you begin. This practice rehearses a way of acting, receiving and letting go. It is safe for most healthy adults. If you have a dissociative disorder, a psychotic illness, or trauma that still brings flashbacks or numbness, use it only with a clinician who knows your history. If you are in pain that is new, changing or unexplained, have it assessed medically first. Never practise while driving, operating anything, or in or near water.
How to return at any moment. Press your feet into the floor, say "I am here," count from one to five and open your eyes on five.
Sit, and let the breath slow by itself.
Ask the question the lord of the Bhṛṅgis asked: what can I rely on? Do not answer. Let the answer come as a weight, low in the belly, steady. Unshaken patience. Let it settle there, like a stone in clear water.
Now the great doer. Choose one task from tomorrow, ordinary, something you must do. See yourself doing it fully, promptly, well. And notice that part of you is watching, as a mere witness, the way an audience watches a good actor. The hands work. The witness rests. There is no need to say I am doing this. It is being done.
Now the great enjoyer. Imagine a grain of salt on the tongue. Receive it with interest. Now a grain of sugar. Receive it with the same interest. Salt and sugar alike. Now recall something pleasant that happened this week, and receive it; then something unwelcome, and receive it with the same even face, as the deep sea holds its waves.
Now the great relinquisher. One by one, set down the thoughts you carry. The thought of success: set it down. The thought of failure: set it down. Praise. Blame. The thought of what is proper for you and what is not. Lay each one down like a garland on the ground.
If there is any discomfort in the body, find it. Let the sensation be exactly what it is. And let the mind decline to pick it up. Sensation here; trouble set down. Notice the space between them.
Rest now in what remains, without beginning or end.
(Silence: one to two minutes.)
Take one phrase with you: I act with my hands and rest in myself. Say it once inwardly.
Now begin to return. Breathe more fully. Feel the weight of the body on the seat and the feet on the floor. Move the fingers and the toes.
One. The breath is full and ordinary.
Two. The hands and feet are warm and your own.
Three. The sounds of the room come back.
Four. Stretch the shoulders and the back.
Five. Eyes open. Fully alert.
Say your name aloud, the day and the place. Name three things you can see. If you feel at all distant, count again from one to five, stand and walk a few steps before you drive or work.