Ten Breaths of the Maker
Read slowly, aloud; about fifteen minutes. Sit upright.
Before you begin. This practice builds a resource self-image through first-person identification. Do not use it if you live with bipolar disorder, mania, psychosis or any condition affecting your sense of what is real, except with your clinician. Choose a modest identity, one you would be glad to carry into an ordinary day. Never practise while driving, operating anything, or in or near water.
How to return at any moment. Open your eyes, press your feet into the floor, say your name and the date aloud.
Sit, stable and upright, in a chair or cross-legged. Let the body grow still, like a figure in a painting. Let the breath slow.
Ask the brothers' question quietly: What in me endures? Do not answer with your head. Let the question rest.
Now choose one resource identity, one quality you need and would be glad to live from: the steady one, the patient one, the maker, the healer. Give it to yourself in the first person: Here I sit, and find myself as … Say it silently. Feel where in the body it lives.
Now ten breaths. With each out-breath, let the circle of I find in me widen.
One. I find in me this body, breathing.
Two. I find in me this room.
Three. The people I love.
Four. The people I work with.
Five. The street outside.
Six. The town, its sounds.
Seven. The land, the rivers, the hills.
Eight. The sky over all of it.
Nine. The seasons turning: spring, summer, autumn, winter, and I remain.
Ten. All of it held, and I am the one in whom it is held.
Rest there for a few breaths.
Now affirm, quietly: This belief is mine. I alone may keep it or change it.
And take the Sun's counsel. Choose one thing you will do today without craving, cheerfully, calmly, as if in sleep.
(Silence: one minute.)
Now come back to the body the brothers forgot.
Feel its weight on the seat. Feel the breath in the belly. Feel hunger, thirst, warmth: the body is here, and it is yours to look after.
I will count from one to five, and on five your eyes open.
One. Move your fingers and toes.
Two. Feel your feet pressing the floor.
Three. The sounds of the room return.
Four. Stretch; take one full breath.
Five. Eyes open. Here. Now. Fully alert.
Say your name aloud, the day and the place, and name three things you can see. Stand, walk a few steps, and drink some water before you begin the action you chose.