Empty-Handed Power
Fifteen minutes. This is an imagery practice. Nothing in it is to be done literally.
Before you begin. If you are in a period of impulsive decisions, elevated mood, or financial pressure from others, do this only with a clinician, and make no decisions about money or work for a week afterwards. If thinking of your family's dead brings grief you cannot hold, stop before the river. Sit; never practise while driving or operating anything.
How to return at any moment. Open your eyes, place both hands flat on your thighs, name the room and the day.
Close your eyes. Let the breath slow.
See the round of your days: the same giving and taking, doing and undoing. Let yourself feel how flat it has become. Nothing needs to change yet.
Now meet, in a quiet room, a teacher who wishes you well. Tell them what you most fear to lose. Money. Title. The good opinion of others. Name it.
Begin the three-day giving. In imagery only, give away one thing at a time. A title. A role. A possession. A reputation. Watch each go. Keep going until there is nothing left but your life, your flesh and your bones. Notice that you are still here.
Walk, in imagination, to a place where no one knows your name. Sit there. Let the feelings inside and outside grow quiet, as water settles.
Now come, as a stranger, to the gate of the place you lost. Someone offers it all back. Take only what nourishes you, a simple meal, and thank them.
Feel a crown come unasked. Accept it, and rule with a quiet mind.
And now, if you wish, turn to those who came before you. Let a river descend: from a high basin, into a white crown of hair, onto the earth. Let it wash what was left unwashed. Let it be cool.
(Silence: one to two minutes.)
Let the river's coolness settle in the body: the face, the hands, the chest.
Breathe more fully. Feel the floor beneath your feet and your weight on the seat.
I will count from one to five; on five the eyes open. One, the breath full. Two, hands and feet your own. Three, the sounds of the room. Four, a deep breath and a stretch. Five, eyes open. Here. Now.
Say your name, the day and the place. Name three things you can see. Then name one act of service you will do today, and do it.