The Inner Pūjā: A Contemplative Self-Hypnosis Liturgy
Fifteen minutes, once a day. Seated.
Before you begin. This practice suits most healthy adults of any faith or none. Use only gentle breathing; do not hold the breath. If you have a history of psychosis, or of seeing or hearing things others do not, practise only with a clinician. If the world or your body starts to feel unreal, stop and use the return below. Never practise while driving.
How to return at any moment. Open your eyes, press your feet into the floor, name five things you can see.
Sit. Let the body settle. Call your thoughts home, as one calls children in at dusk.
Set one intention: to worship by attention alone.
Now attend to the breathing inside. Let each out-breath lengthen a little, and at its end, rest, without holding. The breath seems to settle in the heart. Thoughts slow, as dust settles when the wind drops.
Let a presence appear, in whatever form your understanding offers. Light. A figure you love. Open space. Do not force it. It takes the shape your mind can receive. Greet it.
Now the three flowers. Offer them one by one.
Understanding. Whatever you have understood, place it here.
Tranquillity. Whatever stillness you have now, place it here.
Equanimity. The evenness that holds both gain and loss. Place it here. This is the best offering.
Now bring what this week has brought. One gain. Lay it down. One loss. Lay it down beside the gain. Both are offerings. Let equanimity touch them, and notice what changes.
Rest now as the witness. Something in you knows, even in sleep. Hold one simple thought: I am one. Rest in it.
(Silence: two to three minutes.)
Now rise, as the court rose from its stillness, slowly, in its own time.
I will count from one to five. One: the breath full. Two: the hands and feet. Move them. Three: the sounds of the room. Four: a deep breath, shoulders rolling. Five: eyes open, awake, here.
Say your name, the day and the place. Then take up your next ordinary task, and keep the worship inside it, as Vasiṣṭha kept the outward ritual and adored within, by day and by night.