The Overheard Song
Fifteen minutes. Best done in the early evening, alone.
Before you begin. This practice is suitable for most healthy adults. If you have ever heard voices others could not hear, or have a dissociative disorder or a history of depersonalisation, practise it with a clinician. If you are currently low or hopeless, do not practise it alone. Never practise while driving. Sit, rather than lie down.
How to return at any moment. Open your eyes, press your feet down, say your name and the day aloud.
Put the phone away. Leave the attendants behind.
Sit somewhere green if you can, or near a window. Let a recorded chant or a remembered verse play quietly, as if for someone else in another room. You are not its audience. You are only passing.
Let one line catch. Do not choose it. Notice which one stays.
Now breathe with it. On the in-breath, silently: a-ham. On the out-breath: ham-sa. The breath goes in and out; the words ride on it. Let the chant fade, and keep only the breath.
Close your eyes. In imagination climb a stair to a high balcony. Below, birds fly at random, in every direction. Watch them for a while. Somewhere in their hurry, see your own.
Ask softly, once: What spell am I under that makes me believe I am under none? Do not answer. Let the question rest where it lands.
Now speak to your mind as to an old friend who has been working too hard. Friend, rest from your roving. Feel yourself sitting at the bottom of a quiet sea, the waves passing far above. They do not reach you here.
Let a call come, from the door, from tomorrow's list. Notice that you need not rise until the inner sentence is finished. Sit still as a statue. Finish it.
(Silence: two minutes.)
Now rise inwardly, as the king rose to his rites. Feel the seat under you and the feet on the floor. Breathe more fully.
I will count from one to five. One: the breath full. Two: hands and feet warm and your own. Three: the sounds of the room. Four: a deep breath in, shoulders rolling once. Five: eyes open, alert, here.
Say your name, the day and the place. Name three things you see. Then take up the next ordinary task fully, but lightly, as if it were done in a kind of sleep, and done well.