The Song of Kaca: a Closing Script
Read slowly, aloud, at the end of a longer session or on its own; eight to ten minutes.
Before you begin. This is a short closing practice for most healthy adults. If you have a history of psychosis, mania, or episodes in which the world or your body felt unreal, practise only with a clinician who knows your history, and use only the steps about holding and the sound. If you are in pain, this practice is a companion to medical care, not a substitute. Do not practise while driving or operating anything. Sit, with your feet on the floor.
How to return at any moment. Open your eyes, press your feet into the floor, name three things you can see, and breathe normally.
Sit, and let the body be still.
Remember a moment when nothing was lacking. Not a perfect day; a moment. A meal, a view, a hand held. Let it be here again. Full.
Close the eyes. Let the room recede, not because you push it away, but because something nearer is enough. Let attention rest in a sense of open space.
Ask, without answering. What is there for me to do? What to refuse? What to receive, what to reject? Where to go? Let the questions go out like water over flat land, until there is no high ground and no low ground left.
Now find whatever is present in the body: an ache, a warmth, a tightness, a pleasure. Do not change it. Feel the space around it. Feel how much larger the space is than the thing. Let the pain sink, as a stone sinks in a lake. It is there. It is held.
Inside and outside. Above and below. On every side. The same openness. And you are in it.
Now the sound. Breathe in. On the out-breath, let the vowel come, open: Ooooo. Let it ring like a bell struck once. Then close the lips and let the hum follow: Mmmmm. Feel it in the face, the skull, the chest. Let it fade on its own.
Once more. Ooooo… Mmmmm.
And rest in what remains.
(Silence: one to two minutes.)
Let the sound be finished. Feel the weight of the body on the seat, the feet on the floor. Let the breath deepen a little.
Move the fingers. Move the toes. Roll the shoulders once.
I will count from one to five. On five the eyes open, clear as an autumn sky after the rains.
One. Breath full. Two. Hands and feet your own. Three. The sounds of the room. Four. A deep breath in. Five. Eyes open, here, now, alert.
Say your name, the day and the place. Look at three things in the room. Sit a moment before you stand.