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Tale 51 · The Vāsiṣṭha Atlas

The Heavenly Nymph

Nirvāṇa · second half · Mitra VI.2.64–65 · 3,561 words

A wish born of the mind burns, tires, then seeks freedom.

Bhūmikā 3 · Tanumānasā (thinning of the mind)MediumYour ally · Celestial Fire

The essence

In the empty sky of Vasiṣṭha's vision, the golden woman whose voice drew him tells her story. Her husband, a young Vedic Brāhmaṇa, once wondered whether any partner could suit him, and produced her out of himself as the moon gives out moonlight, a 'mental consort'. She grew into radiant youth, but he, given to study and austerity and waiting for liberation, put off their marriage for ages. Both are confined inside a stone with all their kin. Her desire burned so hotly that cool lotus beds dried to powder under her and every lovely thing made her weep. In time the passion dried up 'as the tender greens become juiceless', and its failure became indifference to all worldly things. Now free, travelling through the air by the khecarī mudrā, she asks Vasiṣṭha to dispel her ignorance and her husband's. The frame later reveals her as the personified desire of that world's Brahmā: a wish that, left unfulfilled, ripens into a longing for release.

What it teaches

  1. 01

    A part can be generated by a single anxious thought, 'can it be possible for me to have a suitable partner', and then live for ages with needs of its own (VI.2.64.46–48).

  2. 02

    Deferred desire does not sleep: postponed for ages, it burns, turning every comfort into torment and every beauty into tears (VI.2.64.58–65).

  3. 03

    Longing that is fully lived can exhaust itself into dispassion: 'all this fondness of mine, is gradually turning to indifference' (VI.2.65.11), and that indifference becomes the motive for liberation (VI.2.65.12, 65.16).

  4. 04

    The neglected part often holds the map: the woman the sage first 'disregarded' (VI.2.60.10) is the one who leads him to the hidden world.

  5. 05

    A part asks first to be met, not taught: Vasiṣṭha greets her 'with tenderness' and asks who, whose, where and what she wants (VI.2.64.1–2) before any instruction is given.

The Vāsiṣṭha Atlas

This tale’s coordinates

The wound and its virtue

Made out of her husband's mind and then deferred for ages while he studied and waited for liberation, the nymph is the one never chosen (VI.2.64.47–48), and her longing burns until she weeps at everything lovely and delights in the ugly (VI.2.64.59, 69). Gentleness arrives in the way Vasiṣṭha meets her, accosting her 'with tenderness' before any teaching (VI.2.64.1). The tale dramatises Discovering the Gift: the fire, lived through, turns to indifference, and that indifference becomes the wish for release (VI.2.65.11, 16).

What it trains

Her desire is neither suppressed nor acted out but felt through to its end, so a state that once overwhelmed her becomes the ground of release, which is emotional coherence across self-states.

In other yogas

  • Bhagavad Gītā · BG 3.39

    Kṛṣṇa likens desire to a fire that cannot be filled, veiling knowledge. The nymph who burns 'incessantly' despite brooks and lotus lakes (VI.2.64.59) is that fire, though her tale adds that it can burn itself out.

  • Vijñāna Bhairava Tantra · VBT

    The Vijñāna Bhairava teaches that when desire arises one may fix attention on the desire itself, at its point of arising, rather than on its object. The nymph's passion, attended to until it dries 'as the tender greens become juiceless', follows that path.

  • Yoga nidrā

    Yoga nidrā pairs opposite sensations, heat and cold, heaviness and lightness, until neither grips. Her body that burns while bathed in cool breezes (VI.2.64.59) is the raw form of that polarity, met in nidrā with a witness that can hold both.

IEAF: Integrative Emotional Alchemy Framework (Gallardo, Frontiers in Psychology, 2026). FP20: the Fundamental Peace Scale. ITM: the Integrative Transformation Model. Parallels in other yogas are contemplative correspondences, not claims of influence.

The tale

Having risen into the void, Vasiṣṭha turns to the golden woman who has seated herself beside him in the air. He looks on her gently and asks who she is and whose, where she lives, where she is going, and what she wants of him. It is fitting, she answers, that he greet her so, for she comes with a grieving heart to lay her case before him.

In a corner of the great vault of emptiness, she says, stands the house of the world with its three apartments, earth, heaven and the underworld, over which the architect Brahmā has set a mistress named Fancy. At its edge rises the Lokāloka range, one side in eternal light, the other in eternal darkness: cities of gods on one face and of demons on the other, flowering groves and howling deserts, singing apsarases and infernal caves. On a northern peak there is a grotto, and in its stony bosom she is confined, she thinks for ages beyond reckoning, together with her husband and all their family, friends and dependants. It is their own fault, she admits, that they are not yet released.

Her husband is a twice-born Brāhmaṇa who has never moved from his single seat; from boyhood he has heard and recited the Vedas, steady in his observances. While still a boy he thought: 'I am a Vedic Brāhmaṇa; can it be possible for me to have a suitable partner?' Then he produced her out of himself, as the moon sends out its light. She remained his mental consort and grew as blossoms grow in spring, bright as the sky, her face a full moon, her glances maddening every heart, fond of music and laughter, equal in prosperity and adversity. Being a creature of mind, she has access everywhere, and sustains not only his household but the dwellings of all three worlds.

But her husband, studious and given to delay, absorbed in austerities and expecting liberation, has put off marrying her to this day. So she burns 'like the lotus flower in a fiery furnace'. Brooks, lotus lakes and the cries of cranes feel harsh to her; garlands are a bed of thorns; beds of lotus and plantain leaves dry to powder under her body. Swinging with friends, she covers her face and weeps for fear of being found out. She weeps at whatever is beautiful, is quiet at what is ordinary, delights in the ugly, and is happy only in insensibility. Spring flowers and winter frost look to her like the scattered ashes of women burned by love.

After a long time the passion subsided and she grew callous, dry 'as the tender greens become juiceless' when autumn ends. Seeing her husband old, without feeling, sitting unmoved in devotion, she thought her life useless, and she speaks at length of the misery of a woman without a loving husband. Yet even this fondness is turning into indifference. Indifferent to every pleasure, she now seeks the felicity of nirvāṇa and needs his counsel. Her husband, too, is subduing his mind day and night; his solitary meditation, without a thought of her, has bred in her a distaste for all worldly things. Freed from desire, she has girt on the amulet of aerial travel (Mitra's gloss: the khecarī mudrā), with which she moves among the siddhas, sees the past and future of her world from home, and has come out as far as the polar mountain. Neither of them ever wished to see beyond their dwelling; only today do both desire the best state of humanity. Among all the siddhas she has found no one but him who can set fire to the darkness of ignorance, and she begs him not to refuse her.

The text speaks

Passages from Mitra’s translation (1891–99), cited by book, chapter and verse.

“The graceful nymph with lotus like eyes, and her side long glances darting as a string of málati flowers, was then gently looked upon by me, and accosted with tenderness.”
VI.2.64.1The encounter opens with gentle regard, the rapport that precedes any dialogue with an inner figure.
“He then produced me out of himself, in this beauteous figure of mine; in the manner that the lightsome moon causes the moonlight to issue out of his body.”
VI.2.64.47The birth of a part: a figure emanated from the self, as light from its source.
“Being thus produced from the mind (of my husband), I remained as a mental consort of his; and grew up in time as the blossoms in spring”
VI.2.64.48She names herself a mind-born being who nonetheless grows and develops, like an ego state that matures with its own history.
“Though I am always cooling myself, with the cooling breeze of brooks and lotus lakes; yet I burn incessantly in all my body, as the sacrificial embers are reduced to ashes in the sacred fire place.”
VI.2.64.59Unmet longing as a somatic fire that no external comfort can cool.
“I weep at seeing whatever is handsome, and keep quiet at what is moderate; I delight in whatsoever beseems to be ugly, and I am happy in my utter insensibility of every thing.”
VI.2.64.69The inversion of pleasure in frustrated longing: beauty hurts, and numbness becomes the only relief.
“But all this fondness of mine, is gradually turning to indifference; and I am pining and fading away as fast, as the frost beaten lotus flower, is shrunken and shrivelled for want of its sap and juice.”
VI.2.65.11The turning point: exhausted desire becoming dispassion.
“Because my lord sitting solely upon the meditation of the soul, without the company or any thought about me; has created in me an indifference and distaste to all worldly things in toto.”
VI.2.65.16Her renunciation is produced by his withdrawal, a desire that ends because its source has turned away.

What the trance sees

PARTS

Parts / ego states

VI.2.64.46–48; VI.2.69.34–35

In the textThe Brāhmaṇa 'produced me out of himself' and she remains 'a mental consort of his'; in the frame he declares her 'the presiding divinity over my will ... neither my wife nor have I betrothed her'.

In the clinicAn ego state formed in response to a need (companionship) that persists with its own affect and agenda (Watkins & Watkins 1997); the host's later disowning of it mirrors the split between a part and the self that made it.

RAP

Rapport, pacing and leading; entering the other's world

VI.2.64.1–3

In the textShe is 'gently looked upon ... and accosted with tenderness', asked 'whose and what thou art, where is thy abode ... and what thou desirest of me'; she responds by laying her case 'confidently' before him.

In the clinicRapport and open questioning at the start of an ego-state interview: respectful greeting and curiosity about identity, origin and wish before any intervention.

GRIEF

Grief and loss work

VI.2.64.58–71; VI.2.65.1, 65.11

In the textAges of unfulfilled love: she burns, weeps at beauty, finds comfort a 'bed of thorns', laments 'my youthful days have all gone in vain'; then the passion slowly dries to indifference.

In the clinicYearning and protest in loss of a hoped-for bond, worked through until the pain is processed (Worden 1982, second task of mourning); the spontaneous drying of passion maps the natural attenuation of yearning over time.

OBE

Out-of-body / thought-body travel

VI.2.65.17–20

In the textFreed of desire, she acquires 'the power of locomotion amidst the air', sees past and future events of her world while staying at home, and goes out as far as the polar mountain.

In the clinicOut-of-body travel imagery used in hypnosis for perspective-taking; mobility follows the release of attachment, as distancing techniques follow affective resolution.

Read upward — stage 1 at the bottom, stage 7 at the top

  1. Integration zone
    Progressive relaxation and deepening — the habitual self loosens enough for new pattern to take.

A note on what this map claims. The alignment between stages of knowledge and trance depths is a clinical map — a heuristic correspondence proposed for research, not a claim of identity between contemplative attainment and hypnotic depth.

Bhūmikā 3 · Tanumānasā

Her passions have thinned and dried, 'gradually turning to indifference' (VI.2.65.11), and she now seeks nirvāṇa and asks for teaching (VI.2.65.12–15): tanumānasā, the thinning of the mind, not yet the steady being of sattvāpatti.

Zone · Medium

Used as inner-figure dialogue, the tale needs a client who can hear and answer a part aloud, which medium trance allows; within the narrative it sits inside Vasiṣṭha's somnambulistic vision (VI.2.62.36).

In Mitra’s words

In Calcutta in the 1890s, the translator chose the vocabulary of hypnotism to name these states. More →

  • nirvána-extinctionBeing now indifferent to the pleasure of my enjoyment of all things, I come to seek the felicity of my nirvána-extinction; and stand in need of your advice for my salvation.VI.2.65.12
  • amulet of aeronautic expedition (khechari mudra)I am now set free from the influence of worldly desires, and have girt myself fast with the amulet of aeronautic expedition, for journeying through the regions of air. (This amulet is called the khechari mudra).VI.2.65.17
  • intuition and yoga meditationthough remaining in my dwelling house on earth, which is the basis and centre of all the worlds, I can see all its past and future events (by means of my intuition and yoga meditation).VI.2.65.19

In the therapy room

Indications

  • Unrequited or chronically deferred love; a partner absorbed in work, study or spiritual practice
  • Parts work with a 'wish-born' part: a longing created by an early need that now lives on by itself
  • Prolonged yearning and anhedonia in which beauty itself has become painful (VI.2.64.64–69)
  • Supporting the passage from exhausted desire to dispassion without forcing it (VI.2.65.11)

Cautions

  • She calls early death, lasting misery or disease preferable to life without a loving husband (VI.2.65.3, 65.13): screen for suicidal ideation before using the tale with clients in romantic despair
  • Her views on wifely obedience and a woman 'given for lost' without a spouse (VI.2.65.4–9) belong to the period; do not present them as norms
  • In couples work, do not dismiss one partner's need as 'mere desire' to be renounced
From the bookThe full clinical note

Indications. Unrequited or chronically deferred love, including a partner absorbed in work, study or spiritual practice. Parts work with a wish-born part: a longing created by an early need that now lives on by itself. Prolonged yearning in which beauty has become painful and numbness a relief (VI.2.64.64–69). Supporting the passage from exhausted desire to dispassion without forcing it (VI.2.65.11).

How to use it. As protocol, follow Vasiṣṭha: greet before teaching, ask the four questions, and listen to the whole account. Invite the client to discover which early thought produced the figure (VI.2.64.46), let it say where comfort feels like thorns, and ask what it is growing tired of and what it wants now. Ask, too, whose will it serves (VI.2.69.34–35); the answer is often the turning point.

Cautions. She calls early widowhood, "even premature death", or lasting misery preferable to life without a loving husband (VI.2.65.3), and says it is "better for them to die away than live in this world" who are unsuccessful in desire (VI.2.65.13). Before using this tale with anyone in romantic despair, after a breakup or with a partner who has emotionally withdrawn, screen for suicidal ideation directly, with a structured instrument such as the Columbia Suicide Severity Rating Scale (Posner et al. 2011), and have a safety plan in place where risk is present (Stanley & Brown 2012). Do not use the tale with a client who has current ideation; leave out VI.2.65.3 and 13 in any retelling. Her views on wifely obedience and on a woman "given for lost" without a spouse (VI.2.65.4–9) belong to their period and must not be presented as norms. In couples work, never use the tale to dismiss one partner's need as "mere desire" to be renounced; the text itself shows what that withdrawal costs.


The practice

The One Born of a Wish: inner-figure dialogue

  1. Settle into a quiet inner sky and notice a presence nearby that carries an unmet longing.
  2. Greet it with tenderness and ask the four questions: who are you, whose are you, where do you live, what do you want of me (VI.2.64.1–2).
  3. Let the figure tell how it was born: which early thought or need produced it (VI.2.64.45–48).
  4. Hear the burning: let it say where comfort feels like thorns and beauty brings tears, and witness without correcting (VI.2.64.58–71).
  5. Ask what it is growing tired of, and what it now wants instead of the old wish (VI.2.65.11–15).
  6. Discover together whose will it serves (VI.2.69.34–35), agree on what it may rest from, and thank it.
  7. Return: let the figure go back to its dwelling, take three fuller breaths, feel the weight of the body, count up and open the eyes, alert and oriented.

Practise with a qualified professional if you have a history of dissociation, trauma or psychosis.

From the book · to be read aloudThe full guided script

The One Born of a Wish

Read slowly, aloud; about fifteen minutes. Best done with a clinician present the first time.

Before you begin. This is an inner-dialogue practice and can bring up strong feeling. Do not use it if you are having thoughts of ending your life or of harming yourself; speak to a clinician or a crisis line first. Do not practise it alone if you have a dissociative disorder or a psychotic illness. Never practise while driving or in or near water. Keep a notebook nearby.

How to return at any moment. Open your eyes, press your feet into the floor, name five things you can see, and take three full breaths.


Sit comfortably. Let the eyes close. Let the breath slow.

Imagine a wide, quiet sky inside you. You are seated in it, steady, at ease.

Notice that someone is nearby. Not frightening: a presence that has waited a long time and carries a longing. You may have passed it by before. This time, turn towards it.

Look at it gently. Then ask, silently or aloud, the four questions. Who are you? Whose are you? Where do you live? What do you want of me?

Wait. Let it answer in its own time, in words or images or a feeling in the body.

Ask it how it was born. Which thought, which need, long ago, made it? Perhaps a question like the Brāhmaṇa's: can there be someone for me? Let it tell you.

Now let it tell you about the burning. Where does comfort feel like thorns? What beauty makes it weep? Listen. Do not correct it. Do not hurry it. Only hear.

Breathe out.

Ask: What are you growing tired of? And: What do you want now, instead of the old wish?

Ask together whose will it has been serving. Let the answer come.

Agree on one thing it may rest from. Thank it, simply, for carrying what it has carried.

(Silence: one to two minutes.)


Now let the figure go back to its dwelling, knowing it can be visited again.

Take three fuller breaths. Feel the weight of your body on the seat, your feet on the floor.

I will count from one to five. One: the breath is full. Two: hands and feet are warm. Three: the sounds of the room return. Four: a deep breath in, shoulders roll once. Five: eyes open, here, now, fully alert.

Say your name, the day and the place. Write down, in a few words, what the figure wanted. If any feeling remains strong, do not sit with it alone: talk to someone you trust or to your clinician today.

Meta Pets World · Your ally · Meta Pet 30

The heavenly nymph and the fire that grows light

Celestial Fire card
30Celestial FireCelestial fire ignites my purpose.

Celestial Fire walks with the heavenly nymph because her story is fire from start to finish. Her mind-born longing burns so hotly that lotus beds dry to powder beneath her: Desire. Lived through to its end, the passion dries out and loosens its grip: Lightness. What remains is the wish for release and the open sky she now crosses freely: Rapture.

  1. Shadow · what you avoidDesire

    Desire: 'though I am always cooling myself' with brooks and lotus lakes, she burns 'incessantly in all my body' (VI.2.64.59), and weeps at everything beautiful (VI.2.64.69).

  2. Gift · what is hidden in itLightness

    Lightness: 'all this fondness of mine, is gradually turning to indifference' (VI.2.65.11); the fire, fully lived, has burnt its own fuel.

  3. Essence · what you embodyRapture

    Rapture: her lord's absorption has left in her a distaste for all worldly things (VI.2.65.16), and now, travelling freely through the air, she asks the sage to release her and her husband from ignorance.

This card is warm to the touch. So is the nymph in today's tale, burning for someone who will not come. Don't put the fire out. Ask it, gently, what it really wants.

— Felicia
Today’s contemplation

Celestial fire burns: when a longing like the nymph's has burnt itself out, what in you was never burnt at all?

To close the night

Tonight, write one honest sentence about a longing you carry, and what it might want instead of what it asks for.

The Ally Journey · about 15 minutes

Light trance, eyes open if you prefer. For the full, deeper script, see “The practice” above and its cautions.

  1. Threshold. Sit comfortably, eyes open or lowered. Take three slow breaths, the Umbral; on each out-breath let your shoulders drop a little.
  2. The tale in one line: a woman born of her husband's mind burns for him for ages, until the fire dries out and she flies free, asking for release (VI.2.64.59; VI.2.65.11).
  3. Meet the card. Look at the art of Celestial Fire and notice where your eye is drawn. Read the affirmation: 'Celestial fire ignites my purpose.'
  4. Shadow. Name one longing that burns in you this week, for a person, a result or some recognition. Where does comfort feel like thorns because of it, as the cool lotus beds did for her?
  5. Gift. Picture the longing as a figure sitting beside you. Ask it the nymph's questions: who are you, where do you live, what do you want of me? Listen without correcting anything.
  6. Essence. Feel the warmth in your chest grow lighter, like heat rising into open air. Rest for three breaths, saying on each out-breath: 'Celestial fire ignites my purpose.'
  7. Return. Thank the figure and let it go home. Feel the weight of your body, press your feet down, open your eyes fully, and write tonight's honest sentence.

The 30-day Bond

Celestial fire burns: each day of the Bond, ask one longing what in it cannot be burned.

The Sister · Beatriz

Afro-Brazilian (Candomblé) · Salvador, Bahia, Brazil · Eparrei Iansã

Visit Beatriz, the Candomblé mãe-de-santo of Salvador da Bahia, whose greeting 'Eparrei Iansã' calls the orixá of wind and storm, a fitting companion for a fire that wants to become flight.

Guided Meditation

#30 · Celestial Fire

Voice & guidance: Prof. Luis Miguel GallardoWatch on YouTube (ES also available)
For facilitatorsA session with “The Heavenly Nymph” and Celestial Fire

Aim. To help the client meet a burning longing as a figure to be heard, so that its energy can grow lighter and turn toward release rather than despair.

ITM 2 Conscious Recognition. The practice turns a longing one is consumed by into a figure one can greet and question (VI.2.64.1): Conscious Recognition, which must come before any drying into lightness is invited.

The session (60–75 min)

  1. Arrival and Umbral (5 min): three slow breaths; a short check-in on mood and safety, since the tale touches romantic despair.
  2. The tale (5 min): tell the golden woman in the empty sky, born of a young Brāhmaṇa's mind, waiting for ages, burning, then drying into freedom. Point to the tale page for the full text.
  3. The card (8 min): Celestial Fire, its affirmation and koan. Ask what fire means in the client's life now: purpose, passion or pain.
  4. Shadow inquiry (10 min): explore the burning longing, what it asks for, where comfort feels like thorns, what beauty makes them weep (VI.2.64.69). Screen gently for hopelessness.
  5. Trance practice (20 min): 'The One Born of a Wish', the inner-figure dialogue in the full guided script on the tale page, at light to medium depth. Witness the burning without correcting it.
  6. Gift and Essence integration (12 min): ask what the longing is growing tired of and what it now wants instead; let the client choose one light, even playful act that honours it, then say the affirmation.
  7. Closing and Bond (5 min): count up and orient fully; assign the 30-day Bond with Celestial Fire and its daily koan.

Integration questions

  • What did the figure of your longing look like, and what did it say it wanted?
  • What is that longing growing tired of?
  • What would a lighter way of carrying this fire look like tomorrow morning?

In a circle

In a circle, tell the tale gently, without dwelling on her despair. Lead the inner-figure dialogue at light depth for about fifteen minutes; each person meets their own longing privately and shares nothing they do not wish to. Afterwards, invite everyone to write the longing's answer to 'what do you want of me?' and, if they choose, to read one word of it aloud. Close standing, breathing the affirmation together and letting the arms float upward on each out-breath for lightness. Keep a co-facilitator available for anyone the material has stirred, and check in with each person before they leave.

Cautions

  • The nymph calls early death or disease preferable to life without a loving husband (VI.2.65.3; VI.2.65.13): screen for suicidal ideation before using this tale with anyone in romantic despair.
  • Her views on wifely obedience and on a woman 'given for lost' without a spouse belong to their period; do not present them as norms.
  • In couples work, do not dismiss one partner's need as 'mere desire' to be renounced.

Training and certification in the Meta Pets Method: metapetsworld.org/facilitators ↗

The correspondence between tales and Meta Pets is contemplative: the Yoga Vāsiṣṭha does not contain the Meta Pets; each tale enacts its ally’s arc. Felicia is an artificial-intelligence companion; her words are contemplative reflections, not clinical advice.

The song

From the cycle The Sixty-Four Tales

The One Born of a Wish

Kāmas tad agre sam avartatādhi manaso retaḥ prathamaṃ yad āsīt

Figure — The heavenly nymph: the "mental consort" a young Vedic Brāhmaṇa produced out of himself, who is, he later says, "the presiding divinity over my will".

Where in the text — Book VI (second half, Nirvāṇa-prakaraṇa), Mitra chapters 64–65 (frame: chapters 60, 69–70).

Hypnotic phenomenon the song enacts — PARTS and GRIEF: a part born of one early wish rises out of the self that made it, burns with waiting, dries, and goes home to its source; the music is a high voice that grows out of a wordless drone and in the end comes down onto the drone's own note.

Mantra — Kāmas tad agre sam avartatādhi manaso retaḥ prathamaṃ yad āsīt (कामस्तदग्रे समवर्तताधि मनसो रेतः प्रथमं यदासीत्). Source: Ṛg Veda 10.129.4 (the Nāsadīya hymn). Meaning: "In the beginning desire arose in it, which was the first seed of mind": she is the wish that came out of the Brāhmaṇa's mind, "the presiding divinity over my will" (VI.2.69.35).


Lyrics (English)

Performance: the drone is the Brāhmaṇa, absorbed in his devotions; it never sings words. Her voice rises out of it the way moonlight leaves the moon. In Verse 2 and the first chorus the melody presses against the top of the range; in Verse 3 it drops register and the instruments leave one by one, so that the second chorus is nearly bare. In the outro she comes down onto the drone's note and holds it.

Verse 1 He was a boy at his Vedas when he wondered, "Could anyone match me?" And I came out of him the way the moonlight leaves the moon. I grew like the blossoms in spring, antelope-eyed, fond of singing, the same in good days and bad.

Verse 2 But he kept his single seat, reciting, waiting to be free, and put our wedding off for ages. I burned like a lotus in a furnace; the lotus leaves I made my bed dried under me and fell to powder.

Chorus The cranes along the water are harsh, a garland is a bed of thorns; I swing with my friends in the plantain boughs and hide my face in my hands to cry. Whatever is lovely makes me weep.

Verse 3 (lower; the instruments leave one by one) After a long time the fire went down, dry as the tender greens when the autumn is over, and my fondness turned to wanting nothing. Now I cross the air as far as the polar mountain to ask you: do not refuse me.

Chorus (quiet, almost spoken) I swing with my friends in the plantain boughs and take my hands from my face. Whatever is lovely goes by.

Bridge (mantra) kāmas tad agre sam avartatādhi manaso retaḥ prathamaṃ yad āsīt (first came desire, the mind's first seed)

Outro (she comes down onto the drone's note) I was the wish behind his will, the moonlight of his mind. When he stops wishing, I go home in him as the scent of lotuses goes into the air. And you, go down to the brooks. They are cool. The cranes are only cranes. Lie down on the lotus leaves: they stay green under you.


Letra (castellano cantable)

Interpretación: el bordón es el brahmán, absorto en su devoción; nunca canta palabras. La voz de ella sale de él como la luz sale de la luna. En el Verso 2 y el primer estribillo la melodía empuja contra lo más alto del registro; en el Verso 3 baja, y los instrumentos se van uno a uno, de modo que el segundo estribillo queda casi desnudo. En el final ella desciende a la nota del bordón y la sostiene.

Verso 1 Era un niño con sus Vedas cuando se preguntó: "¿Habrá alguien a mi altura?" Y yo salí de él como sale la luz de la luna. Crecí como las flores en primavera, ojos de gacela, amiga del canto, la misma en los días buenos y en los malos.

Verso 2 Pero él siguió en su único asiento, recitando, esperando ser libre, y aplazó la boda durante eras. Yo ardía como un loto en un horno; las hojas de loto de mi lecho se secaban bajo mí y se hacían polvo.

Estribillo Las grullas del agua me suenan ásperas, una guirnalda es un lecho de espinas; me columpio con mis amigas en las ramas del plátano y me tapo la cara con las manos para llorar. Todo lo hermoso me hace llorar.

Verso 3 (más grave; los instrumentos se van uno a uno) Pasado mucho tiempo, el fuego bajó, seca como la hierba tierna cuando el otoño se acaba, y mi apego se volvió no querer nada. Ahora cruzo el aire hasta la montaña del polo a pedirte: no me lo niegues.

Estribillo (quedo, casi hablado) Me columpio con mis amigas en las ramas del plátano y aparto las manos de la cara. Lo hermoso pasa de largo.

Puente (mantra) kāmas tad agre sam avartatādhi manaso retaḥ prathamaṃ yad āsīt (primero, el deseo: semilla de la mente)

Final (ella desciende a la nota del bordón) Yo era el deseo detrás de su voluntad, la luz de luna de su mente. Cuando él deja de desear, vuelvo a casa en él como el aroma de los lotos vuelve al aire. Y tú, baja a los arroyos. Están frescos. Las grullas son solo grullas. Échate en las hojas de loto: siguen verdes bajo ti.


One line to carry

EN: A wish that burns can rest; then lovely things stop hurting. ES: Un deseo que arde puede descansar; y lo hermoso deja de doler.


Libreto note

The gentlest of the parts-stories. A boy at his Vedas wonders whether anyone could ever match him, and a woman steps out of him as moonlight leaves the moon. He goes on reciting; she waits for ages and burns, the lotus leaves crumbling under her, every lovely thing a reason to weep. Then the fire goes down, and she crosses the air to ask for teaching. The frame tells us who she is: the wish behind his will. The clinician knows this figure, a part born of one early need and still waiting on a promise. A high voice grows out of a wordless drone, strains, thins and comes home to its note. Then the brooks are cool again.


Source check

Source check (Mitra, Book VI second half)

  1. Her birth — "can it be possible for me to have a suitable partner"; "He then produced me out of himself… in the manner that the lightsome moon causes the moonlight to issue out of his body"; she grew "as the blossoms in spring", with "antelope eyes", "fond of singing and music", alike "both in prosperity and adversity": ch. 64, vv. 46–53.
  2. The deferred wedding and the burning — the husband "has never removed from his single seat"; deferring marriage "in expectation of getting his liberation"; "I… burn in the flame of my passion for him, like the lotus flower in a fiery furnace"; beds of lotus and plantain leaves "dried… and powdered to ashes by the pressure of my person": ch. 64, vv. 41, 57–58, 63.
  3. The chorus images — the "sweet sounds of cranes and water fowls, are all rough and harsh to me"; garlands like "a bed of thorns"; "Swinging with my playmates, on the pendant boughs of plantain trees… covering my face with my hands"; "I weep at seeing whatever is handsome": ch. 64, vv. 61–62, 66, 69.
  4. The drying and the request — passions subsiding "as the tender greens become juiceless and dry after the autumn is over"; "all this fondness of mine, is gradually turning to indifference"; the amulet of aerial travel, "as far as the gigantic polar mountain"; "do… without refusing her suit": ch. 65, vv. 1, 11, 17–20, 26.
  5. Who she is, and how she ends — "She is the presiding divinity over my will… she is neither my wife"; she "lies as hidden in me as my veryself"; at the world's close the personification of his desire passes "just as the lake of lotuses being dried, the breath of lotus flowers also is lost in the air": ch. 69, vv. 32–35; ch. 70, vv. 1–7. In the outro the cool brooks, the cranes and the lotus-leaf bed of ch. 64 (vv. 59, 61, 63) come back in their own nature.

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Source: Vihari-Lala Mitra, The Yoga-Vasishtha Maharamayana of Valmiki (1891–99), public domain.

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