The Return Protocol
Read slowly, aloud, leaving a breath between lines; twenty to twenty-five minutes. Record it, or ask someone you trust to read it to you and to sound the bell.
Before you begin. This practice follows Prahlāda's sequence: a motive named, a return agreed, a seat and a single focus, a setting-down of the senses, rest as the witness, and then, above all, the return, step by step, as the text gives it. Its purpose is not to go as deep as he did; it is to practise coming back. It is safe for most healthy adults. Do not practise it unsupervised if you have, or have had, a psychotic illness, a dissociative disorder, depersonalisation or derealisation, uncontrolled epilepsy, or trauma that still produces flashbacks; and if you have ever had difficulty coming out of hypnosis or meditation, or lost long stretches of time in it, practise only with a clinician who knows your history. If you are feeling low or have had thoughts of not wanting to live, do not use this practice; speak to someone first. Never practise while driving, operating anything, standing, or in or near water. Sit upright; do not lie down.
Agree the return first. Set a timer with a soft bell for fifteen minutes, or ask your companion to ring one. This is your conch. Nothing in the practice begins until the bell is set.
How to return at any moment. If anything becomes uncomfortable, say aloud, "Remember your dominions." Let one long breath out, take one full breath in, feel your feet, count from one to five and open your eyes on five. Say your name. That is all.
Sit down.
Before you close your eyes, say in one sentence what brings you here today. A loss, a weight, a tiredness. Whatever brought you is allowed to bring you.
Now say aloud: "When the bell sounds, I will come back, step by step, to this room and to my work." Say it once more, quietly.
Let the spine rise. Let the hands rest. Let the eyes close softly.
Choose one word or image of refuge. If you have a name for the sacred, let it be that. If you do not, let it be a word such as peace, or a clear blue sky with nothing in it. Let the word come and go with the breath. Out, the word. In, the space.
Now set things down, one at a time.
Feel the body: its weight on the seat, its warmth, its edges. I am not this body. It is held; let it be held.
Listen to the sounds of the room and beyond. I am not the sound. Let the sounds go on without you.
Feel the touch of air, of cloth, of the seat. I am not the touch.
Notice the taste in the mouth, the tongue resting. I am not the taste.
Notice the light through the eyelids. I am not the sight.
Notice the air in the nose, its coolness. I am not the smell.
And notice the mind: the thoughts passing, the plans, the commentary. I am not this mind. It goes on speaking. You are listening.
There is another one here, who watches the mind as one watches a play. The actors come and go. The play has its sorrows. The one in the audience sees it all and is not harmed.
Rest as that one.
If a thought or a feeling comes, it is part of the play. If nothing comes, rest in the nothing.
You do not need to keep the time. The bell keeps it for you. And you do not need to stay. The bell will call you, and you have agreed to come.
(Silence until the bell.)
The bell.
Let it sound right through you. You have heard it. That is all that is needed.
Now come back slowly, by degrees, as flowers open between showers of rain. There is no hurry, and there is no stopping.
First the breath. Let one long breath out, and as it goes, feel the breath come down from the crown of the head, like a river leaving the mountain for the plain.
Now let the breath move through the whole body, as sunlight spreads over the land at sunrise: the chest, the belly, the shoulders, down the arms to the hands, down the legs to the feet.
Now the senses, one by one, as the breath reaches them. The sounds of the room. The touch of the seat and the floor. The air in the nose. The taste in the mouth. The light behind the eyelids.
Now let thinking come back. Notice that you know where you are. Notice that you know what day it is. The mind is taking shape, like a reflection gathering in a mirror.
The eyelids may begin to want to open. Do not open them; let them open by themselves, slowly, as a blue lotus opens in the morning. If they stay closed a little longer, let them.
Now movement. The fingers. The toes. Turn the wrists. Lift the shoulders and let them fall. Turn the head a little to each side.
Let energy come into the face and the eyes. Let the body brighten.
And now: awake. Fully here.
Remember. Say your name aloud.
Say your age, and feel the body that is that age: its size, its strength, its tiredness, its life.
Say where you are: the room, the town, the date.
Remember your dominions. Name the people who are waiting for you today, and the work. Name the first thing you will do when you stand up.
And ask yourself, as the god asked the prince: why come back? Find one reason that is yours. Someone who needs you. Something you have begun. Something you love.
Life is a blessing to the one who looks on the world as a witness and is not lost in it. Bring the witness with you.
Now check. Name three things you can see. Name two things you can hear. Press your feet into the floor. If you feel at all slow or far away, close your eyes, count from one to five and open them again on five; stand, walk a few steps, drink some water. Do not drive or operate anything for ten minutes.
Then go to your first task, and do it without anger or fear, as he was asked to govern.